Big day today. My first day of work in over two months, and my first ever meeting with a loan officer, to discuss a loan for my first ever home. Big day today. All sorts of emotions associated with these "firsts". I've always been a fan of new beginnings and so called, "fresh starts", but today's new beginning was a hard one. Have you ever heard the phrase, "Every new beginning is another beginning's end?" Well all I could think about during today's new beginning was what other beginning it was an end to. Not a healthy thought. I must keep moving forward, just keep swimming, just keep breathing. After all, a concrete end to what once was, is healthy right? Yes, healthy... and painful... and good.
Today was a big day and a hard day, but it was also a blessed day. Another day behind me in this journey of one. day. at. a. time.
Day (January) 30: "3 Old things seen new"
Oh my, there are so many things I am seeing in a new light these days! God seems to be changing my perspective daily. My perspective on love, marriage, family, joy, friendship, money, time, work, sin, forgiveness, repentance, trust, respect, and I could go on! I am not exaggerating here, I have been questioning everything these days and the Lord is using my questions to give me HIS answers! He's stretching me, teaching me, guiding me, leading me, He is right, here.
Someday maybe I'll have the energy and stamina to expand on all that I'm learning concerning the above topics, but for now I'm gonna be short and sweet, after all, it's been a big day!
"3 Old things seen new"
1.) Joy chosen
2.) Candles lit
3.) Tea brewing
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